My whole life growing up until now, was HELL!!. I
was never happy, I guess i will never be happy until
the day i die.I grew up in a
bad enviorment. I mean my house, is beautiful and all
but, my mother and my father are always argueing with
each other.I have a brother who is two years older than i am,he does'nt belong to my dad(we have different
fathers)so that made things even worse.My brother
always said" everything would stop by the time he's in
his teenage years",and it did...but my dad does'nt live with us anymore... Me and my brother does'nt speak to
each other anymore because,he decided to choose HIS
cousin over me.
I can honestly admitt that i used to miss speaking to my brother, i mean he was my best friend...someone i can talk to, i was also someone he can talk to in our time of trouble...now i have nothing but myself and my bestfriend Joanna SHIT!! i can't even talk to my own mother...I have other brothers by father side but, they are nice to me...i have three brother and will always have three brother... BUT HEY!! i guess thats the way how things are suppose to be right now...and that is the way they are going to stay!!...But besides all of those things,I sometimes feel like putting my foot up his ass,chokeing the shit out of him or right now i wish he was not my brother...i can right now say i REALLY DON'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE!!All of that love i had for him is gone!! i dont even know if i would cry if something ever happens to him...HAHAHA OH WELL... Besides he always want everything to go his way. But in my world NOTHING GOES THAT WAY and WILL NEVER GO THAT WAY!!.
Let me tell you a little something about myself.Well for starters you all know my age soooooooooooooo dont ask hehehe.I live in New York city for now.But anyways i dislike people who lyes a lot!! Now dont get me wrong, i dont dislike them, it's just that i hate when they lye and the lyeing later on hurts me in the process!! I dislike people who goes around and spread he say, she say business.Also most of all i dislike people who always put them selves down....NO!! one is perfect...that is what most of everyone in today's world does'nt understand.I hope to go out in space one day to discover and feel things i never felt before.I just want to explore,i have a really wide imagination that i want to open and dig into-to find things i want to do, than just imagineing it.I think it will be a blast going out in space.Why? you may ask, well think about it... just speanding a few months off of earth, the place you were born onto,the place where you spent most of your life...and one day going to a different world!! i find that so fasinateing....MAN!! just thinking about it gets me wooohoooing.8-)~
Sometimes i just cant stand some unpretty people..why? well because they always have something to say, or they dont like me for NO reason.O.K..so i confess i may act conceded sometimes, but thats because i love the way how i look. BUT!! that does'nt give anyone a reason to dislike me. So i may have a very high confidence in myself, but i dont put anyone down.Just because i keep my head up, that does'nt mean i should hold it down for those who dont like it.
Well that is enough about me...now onto the next page...